The past few days.

Actually the past few days have been quite eventful for me. It's just that i was too busy to blog it down here also there hasn't been much time for myself these days as well. So many things have been going on simultaneously in my life right now. So many things to do, so many things to handle you know? sometimes i think to myself is it all worth it?should i even be doing this thing? why should i?when nobody does it back for me?i realise actually im quite alone here everybody is busy with their stuff and i always show care and concern for them when they are down and stuff but when im down who's there for me? im only there for myself only kind of sad huh but true nonetheless.

Anyway on thursday i went for my cousin's wedding at ritz carlton. Really cool place actually ambience was good and service was top class. I wore a jacket that really suited me and i look kind of good lah to me because i seldom dress up and i didnt go to my prom also. So i felt kind of good about myself and it kind of gave me alot of self confidence. The waiters and waitresses were all kind of abt my age and there was one who was kind of pretty. Actually i noticed her during the reception cocktail already but she was serving mytable in the end that was great for me i guess. Actually i was particularly polite to her and stuff too. Hope she got it. Maybe she did haha anyway i was actually ready enough to even ask her for her phone number haha but my parents and relatives all were there. So i kind of chickened out. But back to reality you think she would really give me her phone number?i have very low self confidence about myself so i dont think she would haha.

Work was good also the past few days have been ok quite busy because i was covering somebody's job so i was kept busy through the whole time and that makes it really easy and fun for me also. But tomorrow the guy is coming back already so i guess i will be bored there again. wish me luck tomorrow yea?haha